She's gone. My poor Sara succumbed to the cancer she's been fighting for almost two years. The last days were terrible to see. Her breathing became labored, she stopped eating and spent almost all her last days asleep. While it was a blessing to finally see her suffering end, my world has become very empty and quiet. I'm sad beyond measure and have planned a Memorial in her hometown since she deserves nothing less.
I find some solace in riding since the solitary time lets me forget the sorrow. It will be a long time to shake the sadness, In the meantime I try to put one foot in front of the other and take care of things in the house. She was my rock and I feel adrift without her. Rest peacefully Sara. We all miss you.